My arm hurts so bad. I can´t move it.
My body is full of bruises, but I´m ugly anyway.
I want to be confident. I want to like my body and feel good. I want to like me. I want to be the real me.
I am passionate. If I am not passionate I am not me. I miss passion in my life. I miss the passion in me. I don´t like that person. I want to be the real me. But I can´t. Something is stopping me and I can´t make it stop.
I guess I need that drama in my life. I feel like a nobody, I feel like I am not alive when there is no drama. There has been drama my whole life. I can´t live without it anymore. I need drama. I would just like my drama to be positive drama. Not the negative drama as there is now.
it wants more
it needs more
full of ideas
full of wishes
full of dreams
can´t take it anymore