because I really would like to be happier

Living in a world full of demands. Being a perfectionist who can't live up to her own expectations. I want to improve. I want to change. I want to be happier.

If feel like nobody likes the real me. I have to be someone else for people to like me. I want to be myself. I can’t live in a lie. I can’t pretend to be something that I’m not.

My arm hurts so bad. I can´t move it.

My body is full of bruises, but I´m ugly anyway.

I want to be confident. I want to like my body and feel good. I want to like me. I want to be the real me.

I am passionate. If I am not passionate I am not me. I miss passion in my life. I miss the passion in me. I don´t like that person. I want to be the real me. But I can´t. Something is stopping me and I can´t make it stop.

I guess I need that drama in my life. I feel like a nobody, I feel like I am not alive when there is no drama. There has been drama my whole life. I can´t live without it anymore. I need drama. I would just like my drama to be positive drama. Not the negative drama as there is now.

my mind

it wants more

it needs more

my mind

full of ideas

full of wishes

full of dreams

my mind

can´t take it anymore