November 2012
9 posts
“If feel like nobody likes the real me. I have to be someone else for people to...”
“My arm hurts so bad. I can´t move it.”
“My body is full of bruises, but I´m ugly anyway.”
“I want to be confident. I want to like my body and feel good. I want to like me....”
“I am passionate. If I am not passionate I am not me. I miss passion in my life....”
“I guess I need that drama in my life. I feel like a nobody, I feel like I am not...”
my mind
it wants more
it needs more
my mind
full of ideas
full of wishes
full of dreams
my mind
can´t take it anymore
September 2012
6 posts
I’ll take the truth
I’ll take the pain
I’ll take the fight
I’ll take the strain
I won’t give up
I won’t give in
I just want love
Just want to be loved
I felt like nothing ever felt
Treated just like dirt
Treated like a fool
I’ve been searching for love
love to fill my heart
to leave the pain behind
all the pain I felt before
It happens...
August 2012
4 posts
April 2012
9 posts
teleurgesteld.
je bent alleen met jezelf bezig.
je kan ook anders doen.
ik heb het heel zwaar
ik heb het heel moeilijk
ik moet nu veel doen
dit is een belangrijk tijd
maar daar maak je je niet druk om
daar ben je niet mee bezig.
March 2012
13 posts
today
I could not stop thinking about you
I could not stop thinking about the things I want to do with you
I could not stop thinking about the things I want to do to make you feel happy
I could not stop thinking about the things I want to do to make you want me
I could not stop thinking about the things I want to do to make you feel hot
I could not stop thinking about the things I want to do to...
i just want you to be a happy man
I wish the world for you
I wish nothing but the best for you
I want you to succeed in life
I want you to be happy
I am sorry I disappoint you everyday
I am sorry I am not good enough
I am sorry that I don’t make you smile
I am sorry that you don’t want me anymore
I want the world for you
I want everything for you
but honey understand that like this
these dreams will not...
it is hurting more everyday
i am fighting everyday
fighting against the devil
the devil that entered my loved one
i am fighting everyday
fighting against the evil
the evil that entered my loved one
i am fighting everyday
to tell you that I love you
to show you that I care
i am fighting everyday
fighting against the mean things you say
fighting against how sad you make me feel
i am fighting everyday
but I...
monster
you have turned into a monster
a heartless monster
everything I do
everything I say
everything I feel
you don’t give a shit
you have turned into a monster
a heartless monster
all you think about is you
all you talk about is you
all you care about is you
you have turned into a monster
a heartless monster
not thinking of the consequences
not thinking about me
not knowing...
I love you so much
I want to do everything for you
I want to do everything together with you
I want to be perfect for you
I hate myself so much
for being mean too you
for treating you wrong
for not being perfect for you
I want us together forever
I want to give you everything
I want to be perfect for you
I want to be the only one you need
I love you so much
sorry for ruining...
hopeloos
ik kan niets meer doen
ik kan niet meer voelen
niet meer genieten
ik zit maar de hele dag
niets te doen
ik kan niets meer
wat moet ik doen?
crying.
I love you so much
You are the one
I gave my all
Thinking we are forever
Thinking you would never hurt
Up to this day
the pain won’t go away
You don’t want to help
Don’t want to feel my pain
If you really love me
You would have wanted to feel my pain too
You would have wanted to know what I am feeling
You have never been loved or have loved
except by me
when...
desperate.
I gave my all
you went and crushed it
lied to me
cheated on me
gossiped about me
I gave my all
I stood by you
I forgave you
but you don’t help
help me to forget
help me to see the real you
Every time I feel sad
I feel insecure
you do nothing
you don’t help
you don’t care
you just do it all over again
I feel so sad
I feel so insecure
every single day I have...
scramble
what do I have to do
to feel happy again
everyday my heart hurts
everyday I need to cry
I don’t have an answer anymore
I don’t see a way out
I can’t live with feeling this forever
please help someone
I need to change this
I want to live again
My heart is broken
It needs to be fixed
my dream
I had a dream
a dream of a great life
a dream full of love
a dream full of perfection
this dream was the only thing that helped me wake up in the morning
that helped me be positive
that helped me believe in myself
the dream I believed in is gone
it was ruined by hate and betrayal
i do not know if my life can ever be perfect again
January 2012
2 posts
wat moet ik doen?
altijd gedroomd
smachtende gevoelens
bemind worden
droomvrouw zijn
altijd gedroomd
een man
zijn vrouw
voor altijd
ik dacht dat jij dat was
ik dacht dat ik dat was
ik dacht dat wij dat konden zijn
alles zou ik voor je willen doen
je perfecte vrouw zijn
slank mooi slim grappig
nu ben ik in die droom
maar ik voel het niet
ik ben geen droomvrouw
niet jouw droomvrouw
ik kan het niet
...
5 tags
wachten
ik wil dat je me wilt
ik wil voelen dat je mij echt wilt
ik wil dat je echt van mij houdt
alleen van mij
ik wil dat je al mijn verhalen wilt horen
ik wil dat je mijn diepste gedachten wilt weten
ik wil dat je echt van mij houdt
alleen van mij
ik heb alleen niets te willen
wachten en wachten moet ik
voor altijd
want echt verliefd ben jij niet op mij
jij wil mijn verhalen niet...
December 2011
1 post
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1 post
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August 2011
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